好累

我一个朋友问我：“你有没有一些时候觉得活着好象没有什么意义？”说实话，我是吓了一跳。他对我保证这不是什么自杀先兆或什么对生命没有什么眷恋，只是觉得有一些时候会有这样的问题。和他谈了一谈，也相信他的话了。他只是觉得有一点累了。工作他还挺enjoy的，感情虽然空白，但他享受自由身，再问他到底什么事情，他也说不出一个理由来。我想，他可能对自己的生活少了一种期待的感觉。我曾经说过，我们要对每一天都有一种期待，即便是多么微不足道的期待。譬如，待会儿午饭的时候的那一顿美食，晚上那一套想看的电视节目，还有一个月就要发行的游戏，再过半年就可以回家的心情，等等。我总觉得我们的生命都必须有原动力。有大的，譬如家庭的期望，每一个月的薪金。有小的，就好象我刚才提到的几个例子。你累了吗？累了就想想你所期待的小东西，让自己会心的微笑，让自己活起来。

I have a friend asked me, "don't you feel like life is meaningless sometimes?". Honestly, I was shocked. He assured me that it wasn't some kind of sign of commit-suicide or something like lost the will to live. He just sometimes had this kind of question. After a while of talking, I believe him and feel a bit relieved. He just felt a little tired. He quite enjoys his job, even though he is single but he enjoys the freedom. So, I asked him again what is going on, he just couldn't give me a good reason. I think, maybe he just need to have something to look forwards to in his life. We need that everyday, even though the things that we may look forwards to can be so trivial. For instance, a nice meal for lunch, a TV program in the evening, a game that is going to be released in a month, or in about 6 months having a holiday back in hometown. I really think our lives need some kind of motivation. There is a big one, like family's hope, or monthly salary. But, there are also small ones, like those that I have mentioned earlier. Are you tired? If you are, just think about the small things you look forwards to, smile from your heart, and let yourself be re-born!