好累

已经不是第一次说好累了，说了也有很多年了。真的很累。是不是可以用假期来恢复呢？也许。但是假期也只是短暂的让自己从现实生活中“逃”出来，最后还是得“回去”的。逃避肯定不是一个最佳的办法，这是公认的事实。也有说，休息是为了走更长的路。今年很不同，首先我做了一件我觉得很不错的事情，虽然这一件事情将会“绑”我一世，但是至少是靠我自己的能力。再来，我也干了一件我可以骄傲的事情，就是带我的家人到上海，到香港，到桂林（星期四就去）。还不错啦，过了差不多一半的年，已经干了两件自认为了不起的事。接下来，就是要在我的事业中找到出路。希望，深深地希望，今年会继续有好的不同！希望，自己不会再觉得太累。有时候，真的很怀念在荷兰那一种既安静既沉闷的生活。

Not the first time I said, "so tired". I have been saying that for ages now. Really tired. Is it possible to "recharged" with holiday? Maybe. However holiday is just a short-term remedy. Just temporarily "escape" from reality. Eventually, will have to come back to the reality. Avoid is not the best solution, it is a consensus. But, some do say "resting is to prepare for the longer journey". Anyway, this year is very different. First of all, I have done a I think a wonderful thing. Even though this wonderful thing is going to tie me up for the rest of my life. But, at least I really rely on my own to do it. Then, I have done something that I can be proud of, to bring my family to Shanghai, to Hong Kong, and to Gui Lin (this coming Thursday). After almost half a year, I have done two very different things (not to mention to be an MC in a very big company function). Next, I need to find a breakthrough in my career. Hopefully, really really hopefully, this year will continue to be different. And hopefully I won't feel so tired any more... Sometimes, I really miss that peaceful yet boring lifestyle in Netherlands.