Stress...

These two months have been fully stressful to me. Honestly I didn't get any support from my boss in my job. When I first arrived in Hong Kong, I must say luckily I have my colleagues helping me, but frankly, they are suffering and frustrating themselves. Let me summarize:

• I have no idea what my JD is (still actually), and I have to explore myself, to learn from mistakes and try to be careful with every step I take. I am actually quite surprised I am still surviving!


• The division that I have to work with is notoriously the most stubborn division in the company. And, I, a nobody, have to penetrate the wall that they have built for ages to show them we are worthy and useful to them.


• The bosses are not helpful, let alone supportive. They are busy themselves, and I can't or shouldn't have expected too much from them. It certainly was my naive behavior.


• Some people just do not know how to show respect to other people. You have to earned their respects, and believe you me, I am really trying hard, and trying very carefully.

So, I am very struggling and the situation is utmost frustrating. I am blessed I am still employed, and still got a job to make both ends meet. However, I guess it is just not enough. And, that's why I hit the gym every early morning before work, and I play PS3 trying to immerse myself into this fantasy world, even for a short period of time.