又變了

好久沒有打些甚麼的了。是人老了，也是懶了。總覺得生命裡沒有甚麼值得紀錄的。來香港已經一年半了！想不到很快又要離開了。我是做了決定但是也許也會改變，只是改變的機率不大就是了。因為跟老闆的WoW不同的關係，加上大家也沒有一個共同的方向，已經有六個人離開了。很可惜是我們的老闆還是做事如一。算了，我也決定是該離開的時候。天下無不散之筵席。應該趁自己尚算年輕的時候去闖闖。飛來飛去，居無訂所的，很多人都認為我是沒有腳的鳥。我都會覺得疲倦的，但是可能還沒有找到一個想要定下來的地方，所以就會不停的飛。。。

It has been a while I am typing something here. I think the older I get, the lazier I become. Just feel like there is nothing much in my life that worth recorded. I have stayed in Hong Kong for more than 1.5 years now. Soon, I will have to leave this place again. I have definitely made a tough decision to leave. However, it turned out that there is a slight possibility I might stay where I am now. Well, the possibility is slim, but who knows the odds. As our way of working is so different than our boss', in addition to we do not have a shared vision and objective, six of us have decided to call it quit. Sadly, our boss still keeps her way of working, which sometimes disappointing me. Well, I have decided it is time for me to leave too. I think I should really go out and look around first. A lot of people think I am a bird without legs - flying forever. Perhaps they are right. Sometimes, I do feel exhausted, and hoping there is a place for me to rest. Yet, I guess I haven't found that place yet, and till then I will have to keep on flying.

這一年半過的還好，有高有低，有起有落。只是有一個情況還是沒變－錢財問題，事業進展不前。說要改進，說要努力，總是有心無力。人的惰性是很可惡的。我真的還有幾個夢想，只是現在我很擔心到底我在今世有沒有可能達成。希望這一兩年可會看到一些進展了。

This 1.5-year is ain't bad - rise and fall. Two things that haven't had obvious change are that money problem and career stuck. I always tell myself to improve, to fight, to change, but always I just feel resistant and reluctant - a lot of factors of course, one of which is the awful laziness. I really have several dreams, and I am now worried in my lifetime, these dreams will never come true. I just hope in the coming one or two years, some hopes would present itself...