Life does not suck because of it...

今天12月15号，还有3天！如无意外，我应该会在19号那一天非常开心！我很久没有为一些毫无意义的东西那么兴奋了。应该是从来也没有过这一种经验。其实，我为自己这一种无知的，为一些毫无意义的东西而兴奋的心情而感到开心，这表示我在这一种经济低靡，工作沉闷，生活乏味的情况下我还能找到一点兴奋，即便是为了一些毫无意义可言的东西。这有一种深层的意义。无论life如何的sucks，只要你pay attention，还是一些东西是不sucks的。可笑，一个游戏竟然让我有如此的体验，或许我是尽量在这毫无意义的东西中找一些有意义的理由吧,这样钱也花得比较开心一点。


Today is 15 December, 3 more days! Without accident, I will be very happy on 19 December. I haven't felt so excited of something so meaningless for quite a while now. Or, maybe I have never felt that excited before. Probably this is the first time. In fact, I think it is a good thing to feel excited over something so meaningless, under this bad economy, dead-end job, routine life, albeit that something is totally entirely perfectly meaningless or shallow. No matter how life can suck, if you pay attention, there must be something albeit tiny or trivial in your life that does not suck. It is funny that this game can really let me experience this "deeper" meaning. Perhaps, I just need to find something meaningful out of this meaningless thing, so that I don't feel bad at all of spending that amount of money. Anyhow, I am happy!