5月和6月

发生了不少事情。首先，本来以为可以香港继续我的事业梦，现在被搁置了。要到9/10月才能知晓接下来什么结果。然后，发现家里的事情还是挺多的，是我非一人所能解决的，也让我为我父母而担忧。过后，发现自己欠银行一屁股债，是要花上好几十年才能还的，所以也不在事业上轻举妄动。最近一个非常要好的朋友发生了一些不大愉快的事情，而我也不知道如何能帮得了他，让我也慌和无助得不得了。只能希望他尽快解决他的问题。而我会精神上支持。想不到短短的一个月里，发生了不少事情，可能对很多人来说是小事，但是对我来说可是不得了。还好，我有一套减压的方式，虽然不能百分百有帮助，至少我不会沦落到完全没有劲干活。而且，最近喜欢上用我的“爱疯”(iPhone)拍下周围的一些小事，然后做小文章，为图文并茂，非常有舒缓心情的作用。朋友和家人对我都很重要，所以缺一是不行的。希望很快的这些事情会柳暗花明。


Lately, a lot has happened. Unfortunately, those are bad things. First of all, I thought I could fulfill my career dream to Hong Kong, but that has to be suspended till September/October, and see if the possibility still exists. Then, my family in Malaysia, I realized there are plenty of problems albeit some of which are small but still requires a lot of attention. Unfortunately, those things are not resolvable by myself. I am worried about and for my parents. Also, I have a huge debt, which requires years to pay back with my current salary. That means I can't make any move in my career, i.e., I am stuck. Then a best friend of mine has been having a lot of troubles, which somehow I could be responsible. I want to help, but apparently it is really not within my capability. All I can do is just hope for the best for him, and always pray for him. It was shocking to me within such short month, so much have happened. Luckily I have my own effective way to release some stress, even though it is not 100%. At least I won't feel to beaten-up to get to work or have a normal life. Besides, I has recently started using my iPhone to take snapshots of the surrounding everyday, and then make some short message around that snapshot on Pics|Words. I found it quite soothing. Anyway, friend and family are both important to me. I just hope everything will be back to normal soon, very soon.